out of a sudden, i feel like reading those 600 plus of msg-es he sent few mths ago.

days spend together with him was the sweetest time i ever had in my past 16 years.
But,
I don't know why we came to that point ..
In which everything good began to slowly burn
that wasnt what i want.
i feel so irresponsible,unreasonable & selfish.
i only think of myself and not you
in the past,
i always push the blame on you
even thou it wasnt your fault
perhaps you'll live better now & forget the past
but, i dont..
i wan to keep all memories in my heart.
i'm happy you replied me in msn
but the way you used to talk to me in msn,
its a great difference than before.
somehow after few days , you didnt wan to reply me in msn
I could not understand why you had become so cold-hearted towards me
& i chose not to know the reason
probably i'm afraid to know the truth.
in order to move on with life,
the best is put everything behind
and move on with life...
so now,
i'll keep myself from being anymore of a bother to you
&
close this chapter in the book of my life.
HAVE A GREAT LIFE & GOD BLESS YOU.



Clarissa

&. I lead the way .

NEO CLARISSA
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